WORLD....what do you want from me?
Demands, obligations, promises, hopes, dreams...are these things I'm meant to have? How much longer can I keep giving? How much more can I take?
I don't know.
I'm not sure if I can be what people want me to be. I'm not sure if I can even be the person that I want to be. I'm changing that's a fact but into what??? I simply have no idea.
I shouldn't be carrying the burdens I willingly put on my shoulders. But I do. Because that's who I am. I do what I do, because sometimes I feel I'm the only one who cares. Sometimes I'm the cause and I can't fix what I've done. My sense of obligation takes over to at least take responsibility and carry as much of the burden as silently as I can. Most of the time it's just because I care too much.
I don't want much from you world. I just want happiness. I'm not expecting it on a silver platter. I just hope it won't be much longer because I don't know how long I can last feeling like this.
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so again this is a trial from me to try and get over my blog commenting ignorance and see if this will be published or what lets see lol....
ReplyDeleteyara i just want u to refresh the optimistic side found in u...its found in everyone as a matter of fact....thing is life isnt always that fun ride in the park,its bound to happen sooner or later that u'd feel unappreciated dishevelled or depressed....
thing is the morale behind all of this will come up before u know it...so u had a bad day week or a phase...look back at it ull find a beauty blink in it at least...a phase,a day or whatever isnt over until another day por phase replaces it...look in a bad day or week or whatever for a small thing that can make u smile...be it a good comment from a friend or even a warm meal u had when u got back home and ull find IN that specific state of mind u r talking about a glimpse of smile...contemplate on it and indluge in it...u;ll find the happiness u'll expect....
i want always to see the spinning in the elevator free spirited girl inside u shining and smiling ;)
and again this is aya shoman(ana msh fhma system 2l commenting hena tamaman)